Cried myself to bed last night... Thinking back of the past, the memories which we once had, the flashback, the good & the bad... :( If only I can move on as easy as how you do then maybe I won't feel so much of pain now... But you will never know how I'm feeling inside me, how miserable I am... I'm sure that I'm able to find a guy who will appreciate & treasure me more than you do but why am I still holding on, hoping that there will be miracle happen?? Call me silly, stupid, follish, stubborn, whatever shit becos love is blind... But I don't understand how can you be so heartless?? You don't even treat me as your friend now, it's more like treating me as a stranger or even enemy... I've been asking myself did I not put in enough effort?? What have I done wrong & why am I suffering while you are enjoying?? God is really unfair, we tend to neglact those who have been treating us good... From this point on, I know there's no turning back... It's really time for me to stay strong & move on... I really hope I'm able to go through this obstacle so that I'll learn to live happier...