FUCK MY RELATIONSHIP HARD...!!!

At times, I really appreaciate if you guys can understand me & my suitation... It's not easy to ask me to move on because none of you understand how I feel, it's easier to say than to be done... I'm sorry if I ever let any of you down or dissapoint you but it's the facts that I still can't get over him & I dunno why also... I really hope I'm able to do so & move on but it just seems so hard or maybe I'm just afraid of getting into a relationship that soon... I'll try & I hope I'm able to move on soon...

Sometime, I just wish to be alone & have a peace of my mind... Your over concern sometimes may cause a stress to me without all of you knowingly... Just let me be who I am & what I wanna be because I believe when it's time for me to wake up, I'll move on, I know what's to be done in my life... As for now, I just wanna concentrate working hard, earn more $$$, concentrate on my nail course, go for getaway holiday & stay out of singapore, nothing else matters to me now...