My thoughts...



Today mark the last day of the year & we're going to bid good-bye to year 2010 & welcome the arrival of year 2011, hopefully it will be a better year for me... 31/12 also mark the day when I got my 1st ink that was 1 year ago & so Happy 1st Birthday Unicorn... :)

And for those who knows me well & had been by my side for the past 12 months, I'm sure that they'll know year 2010 isn't smooth for Ferlyn at all... Some of them may had seen the worst me, how many time I've tears, how painful I fell & how things had turn bad for me & how bad I've became for the past 12 months... I guess, the times I cried are more than the time I laughed... It isn't easy for me to keep walking till today... And now, it's gonna be a brand new year, I'm gonna live my life happily, I wanna be the cheerful Ferlyn like how I used to be...

Thanks to both my darling girls... Lena & Michy... Both of you have been a wonderful girlfriends to me... Thanks for always being there for me whenever & wherever I need you, sparing me ur precious time & lending me with ur listening ear... Thanks for showered me with ur love & concern everytime... I love you babes & we will never be apart...!!!

And to that someone who play a great part in my life... Because of him, I've never fall so hard in my life before... The break-up period wasn't easy for me to get thru... During those days, the flashback kills, it remind me badly of him, all the bad / good memories... But there's nth much I can do to get him back & therefore, I became revengeful to myself... I went out almost every night despite I've work early morning the next day... Went pub & club to drink, get drunk to numb my feeling... Got my body inked & took back the habit of smoking, went pub to work & having insuffience of sleep everyday... And now, we're back together again... I know I must learn to forgive & forget in order to keep our relationship going... At times, we may fight & quarrel or even bring out the past but I hope things will really get better for the both of us in this new year... Lastly, thanks for pouring me with your love, care & endless of tolerance... I love you BF...

03/12 - Chemoil Christmas Dinner & Dance...


Christmas Tree...


Chemoil Dinner & Dance...


Tudor Ballroom...


Retro Accessories...



Retro Accessories Booth...



Knock off from work & leave workplace early at 4.30pm... Heading over to Goodwood Park Hotel for advance christmas dinner & dance held by Chemoil... :) Faduli & Edwina drove the rest of us there & as usual, we're always the first few early birds to reach there... Loiter around the hotel since we've nothing to do while waiting for the rest to reach & for the night to start... Went in to get ourself sitted when the cocktail session started... Register our name & each employee are given $15 angbao as a mean of transportation... :)

Theme of the night is old school retro but sad to say, Helios employees are unaware of it as we're not being informed & we only get to know only when we are there... :( Dinner started late at 8.30pm as most of the Chemoil Employee came late after work & the road are expected to be jam on Fri night espically at town area... Stomach growling & everyone are queuing down along the buffet line for food... Finally, satisfied myself with a bloated stomach ... :) Edwina was really good as she can take up to 10 fresh raw oysters, it was really scary... Haha...

After dinner, it's game time... Each table are supposed to work as a team to guess the correct celebrities from their child's photo... Srsly, I'm totally sucks at it but Richard's wife was really good as she can guess almost all of it... Our group got only 1 wrong but there's another group got it all correct & therefore, they're the winner of the game... Next is Chemoil employee award prize giving & obviously we're not involved, follow by best custome of the night & we're not active too... After game session, it's dancing time & the few of us secretly went out of the ballroom to avoid the dancing part... Haha...

Back to the ballroom when it's lucky draw time... What I like about Chemoil Dinner & Dance is that everyone of us attending stands a chance to win a prize home... :) First draw from prize 11 - 60, follow by the final 10 prize draw & there's this bonus draw too... My draw no. win myself $150cash for the first draw... :) There are others prizes such as cash, cash voucher, electrical appliances, etc & the top 3 prizes are Canon Camera, Iphone 4 & Ipad but I was not the lucky one to win any of the top prize... :( Next is the bonus draw, meaning anyone of us stands a chance to win for the 2nd time & I was really lucky to win a 3D2N weekend service apartment stay at Lanson Place which valid till March next year, gonna use it with BF for his birthday next year... :D

Dinner & Dance ended at almost 11pm after lucky draw... Barnone next with Siva, Faduli, Edwina, Richard & his wife, it's been quite awhile I've not been to Barnone... Ordered 2 jug of cranberry vodka, Siva paid for the drinks & Edwina bought 1 glass of tequila shots for me to drink... Live band & in-house music but the rest of them seems to be very bored, maybe they don't quite like the atmosphere there... Haha... Siva went off first after finished his drinks, follow by Richard & his wife... Faduli, Edwina & myself went off after staying for awhile... Walk back to Goodwood Park Hotel as they parked their car there, Edwina then drove me back home...