
Seems like my body system had got used to sleeping after 2am ever since I started working at night... Even if I were to turn in early to bed, I still can't get myself to sleep, maybe someday I need to pop down some sleeping pill so that I'm able to put myself to sleep easier... Lonely night & I'm all alone in the room... My mind just can't stop thinking back about the past, fuck my brain...
I thought my decision of moving on was kinda firm this time round, but I was totally wrong... My heart melt whenever I hear from you... Guess it's only you who got the power to make me smile & make my day... I dunno why am I just afraid of moving on, taking a step forward... Maybe I'm just a coward, afraid of taking the wrong step, that's why I will rather choose to remain at the same spot knowing that things will never get better... I know I must learn how to be patient & be contented, don't expect too much so as to avoid dissapointment... Take things slow & calm, one step at a time... But am I able to do it...???