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Ex-Colleague Meet-Up...

Ended work at 9pm, Nin ride down to FEP & fetch me from work... We then ride over to Sembawang park for Jegan's birthday celebration... It's been quite awhile since I last met him ever since he had resign from Helios... Surprise small gathering organise by his gf which consists of india, malay & chinese... :) Simple get along session & we had a fun time, guiter sing along session, pizza with Jonnie Walker, games that boost our birthday boy ego, etc... Haha... All of us had a fun time together...

Went off at 12am midnight & suggested to head over to Geylang Sarai as I've never been there before... Therefore, Nin was kind enough to ride & bring me there... :) Walk around the bazzar & it was quite a good experience, just like our chinatown during the chinese new year period... Nashruddin came to meet us, nice catching up with him & glad that they're all doing fine... :) Went off from Geylang Serai around 2 plus, Nin ride & send me home together with Nashruddin... Ren Yuan rang me & ask me down to V4 to celebrate Thomas's birthday but rejected him as I'm just too lazy & tired...

Cherish♥

Step Up 3...!!!

Back to work after a day of MC & it's gonna be weekend tmr, that's fast...!!! :) Train back home after work, cook maggie for my dinner & watch crime watch showing on channel 8 while waiting for Lena to knock off from work... Went to get myself prepare & board the same bus with gfs, we then bus over to Cineleisure to meet up with Meiling & co. for movie...

Total ~14 of us watching Step Up 3, occupy 4 rolls of the couple seats... It's my first time watching 3D movie, kinda excited... :) Fall asleep for alittle while as I'm just too tired... Movie ended, chill & slack outside Cine before sharing cab back home withLena, Meiling & Yong Chin...

Cherish♥

I just want to be happy...

Why am I feeling hurt once again...? I really hate this weird feeling staying inside my heart, it sucks to the very max...!!! :( Seems like I've been treated as a fool like again, just what's ur motive, what are you up to...? Pls make it clear to me, I don't want anymore mind-game guessing, it's never fun at all... I just got to realise that u've got spilt personality, just which side of you are the true you, the one infront of me or behind, you're just a totally different person... The words that you've told me are just making me feeling guilty but think carefully, is it everything my wrong so pls stop sounded like as if it's all my fault... It's true that helping someone is from the heart, not asking anything for return... I'm willing to help but think of it is it worth it, worthwhile...? I don't wish to stress myself & make myself think too much anymore, it's more than enough...!!!

And PL, can you just please stop being a stalker...!!! Stop finding things to make urself getting more deeply hurt... Pls learn to be strong & face the facts, get over it & everything will be fine... Seems like I'm really tired of everything in life... I just want a simple life for now, work & save $$, to be happy everyday with a smile truly from my heart & not by faking a smile ... I'm sorry to those who I've hurt but I just want to be single for now, really don't wish to stress about getting into a relationship anymore, I'm just seriously tired...!!!

Cherish♥

Partying hard last night resulting in waking up late for work, therefore, text my bosses informing them that I'll be on MC... Indeed, my left eyes was slightly red since yesterday, hopefully, I'll not be affected with sore eyes... After texting them, fall back to my lala land till late morning & woke up by my niece & nephew who came over to my place... Wash-up & walk over to Bangkit, try my luck by buying 4D for tmr night draw, ''6286''... :) Shop around at shop & save, bought sweets, cereal, topshell can, cups noodles & instant noodle, enough to make my hair drop... Haha... Had my eyebrow trim & the beautician manage to physco me to do eyebrow embroidery which I always wanted to do for a long time... After trimming my eyebrow, pack food & then walk back home...

After having my lunch, rest for alittle while & walk over to Bangkit for eyebrow embroidery... I did it before few years back but the colour had gone off & had lighten, therefore, decided to touch up again as I'm too lazy to draw my eyebrow everytime... Haha... It took less than 2hrs before it's completed... Unlike tattoo which uses needle, eyebrow embroidery uses blade instead & it still do hurt alittle but the pain is bearable... :) It costs total $226 for eyebrow embroidery + cream to apply onto my eyebrow... I've got dark eyebrow now & got to endure for 3 days before the skin peel off... Hopefully, the outcome will turn out to be nice after few days later... :)

Back home, afternoon nap for alittle while till 6evening before I walk over to petir to see doctor... While walking over, met upon daddy & he saw me holding on to a stick... Anyway, it doesn't matter much also cos they know that I'm back to smoking... 1st patient in the clinic after they're back from their break, waited for quite awhile before seeing the doctor... Consult for less than 10 mins & I'm out of his room, walk back home after collecting my medicine & MC...

Had my dinner, bath & prepare myself for work at night... Walk over to BPP to get make-up remover first before heading over to work but received text from lady boss informing me that I need not work tonight, therefore, meet up with Deyvon instead... Waiting for him to bus back to BP after he had knock off from work... Meet him at BPP mac & accompany him to walk over to 163 fro dinner... Chat & catch up with him for alittle while before I walk back home...

Cherish♥

K-Box & Powerhouse...

After work, meet up with Sweetie Lena at Jurong East MRT & we train over to CCK-Lot 1 together... It seems like we've got ever ending things to update each other every week & it's always nice catching up with her... :) Had old pontian prawn noodle soup for our dinner... After eating, bought 2 pkts of famous amos cookies before we walk over to Lot 2 for K-singing... Luckily, I've made an reservation for the room this afternoon as all the room are already fully booked... :) Just the 2 of us & I enjoy it because there's no fighting over the mic... Haha... Dunno why, was not really in the mood to sing, therefore, we only sing for 1hr... Play 1 round of pool & had a stick before we went off to take bus home at 10pm...

Back home, bath & prepare... Meet Wanling at pending lrt & waited for JunJie to bus over from Woodlands, we then took cab over to St James... Wednesday night = Ladies night, accompany Wanling to Powerhouse as she wanted to see SX like so badly... Haha... After we've got in to PH, manage to get ourself a locker to lock our bag as most of the lockers are either being occupied / spoilt... And we're having a hard time going around the dancefloor looking for Sherry & eventually we gave up searching for her as it was so crowded... Had a stick before hitting the dancefloor, dance for alittle while & I couldn't take it anymore as it was totally hell hot...!!!

Squeeze my way out of the dancefloor to smoking area, at least I'm able to catch some breathe there... Join in the queue for the drinks & we're having cranberry vodka again, chance upon Herrsong while I'm queuing for the drinks & I nearly don't regconise him... Haha... Wanling went back to the dancefloor while JunJie & myself sat down to finish our jug of cranberry vodka, it just taste so sucky & I got alittle tipsy after finishing the jug .... Haha... Went off from PH at almost 3am, chill outside for alittle while & happen to chance upon my TP buddy-Hao Wei & he drove me back home together with 2 of his friends... Puke & vomitted from the moment I alight from the car & walk over to the lift... Back home, quickly wash up & went off to bed...

Cherish♥

If only I knew it from the start...
If only I could turn back time...
If only I was strong to face it...
Then maybe, just maybe...
I could still be with you even
just for a single moment...

Cherish♥

You were my everything...!!!

I _____ you.

You have a nice _____.

You make me _____.

You should _____.

Someday I will _____.

You + me = _____.

If I saw you now I'd _____.

I want to _____ you.

I would build a _____ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _____.

We could _____ under the rain.

Cherish♥

Saturday Night...!!!

Work as usual on weekend, nothing much to update... Working with Meiling & Vanassa but she's working only from 2pm till 8pm as she need to rush off over to element for her night job... Pack & close shop at 9plus, Lena & Michelle came down shop to look for us...

After closing shop, we then walk over to Cine... Went to look for Wanling as she's with her sec sch classmates at the kopitiam near cine, happen to chance upon JY there... :) Order stingray, sotong, kang kong & salad youtiao together with rice for our dinner... After finish eating, we then walk over to scape... Jescy, Xiner & Cynthia was there, chill & slack with them for alittle while together with Lena & Michy while Meiling, WanLing & Pricilla went to check out the timing for movie... They're watching movie showing at 1.35am, decided not to watch with them as I know I'll sure fall asleep in the cinema...

After they're done buying the movie ticket, headed down to cine basement for forlick which we've been craving for a long time... Had strawberry flavour forlick with oreo & cornflakes topping which costs $7plus... Slack outside Cine with Lena, Michelle, Pricilla, Meiling, Wanling, Ben, Greg & their friends outside cine while waiting for the movie to start... Went oiff from Cine at 2am, share cab back to BP with Lena & Michelle... Met up with SY to chat for alittle while before I went back home...

Cherish♥

I wonder if I ever cross ur mind...???

Seems like my body system had got used to sleeping after 2am ever since I started working at night... Even if I were to turn in early to bed, I still can't get myself to sleep, maybe someday I need to pop down some sleeping pill so that I'm able to put myself to sleep easier... Lonely night & I'm all alone in the room... My mind just can't stop thinking back about the past, fuck my brain...

I thought my decision of moving on was kinda firm this time round, but I was totally wrong... My heart melt whenever I hear from you... Guess it's only you who got the power to make me smile & make my day... I dunno why am I just afraid of moving on, taking a step forward... Maybe I'm just a coward, afraid of taking the wrong step, that's why I will rather choose to remain at the same spot knowing that things will never get better... I know I must learn how to be patient & be contented, don't expect too much so as to avoid dissapointment... Take things slow & calm, one step at a time... But am I able to do it...???

Cherish♥

I MISSED ALL THE FUN...!!!

Hong Kong...

Hong Kong DisneyLand...

Snow White...

Donald Duck...

POOH..!!!

I wish for a getaway to a place far far away from here, where I can really clear my mind & put everything aside... I'm missing the days when I'm in Hong Kong, the fun time at Disneyland... It's a place filled with fun, joy, smile, happiness, laughter, excitement, everything that makes me a happy girl... :) But happy moment will never last long...

Cherish♥

Good Experience...!!! :)

Working at 12pm but woke up only at 12pm, running late for work...!!! Quickly get myself prepare & rush off to take bus 190 to FEP... Lucky MeiLing was early to open shop first... Bought sweettalk strawberry milkshake & OCK chicken wing back to shop... :) Shop was not really busy, ended work at 9pm...

After work, took bus over to CineLeisure as WanLing wanna try her luck to see if she happen to meet upon SX, so we accompany her there... Haha... Jiahao came to meet us & we had our dinner together, saw RY & co. when I'm eating... :) Bought 250gm of famous amos cookies which I've been craving for a long time, it was totally madness...!!! :) Had plan for drinking tonight but last min everyone back out, spoil mood only...!!! Slack outside scape, enjoying the r&b music played & thinking of where to go next...

Decide to head back to Teck Whye for drinking... Didn't manage to catch the last bus, therefore, took NR3 back... Meet upon my sec sch mate on the bus but I've forgotten what's his name, it's been years back... Haha... Saw someone familiar & I thought it was JY, text him & it was really him on the same bus as me... :) Drop off at Teck Whye, XinEr waited for us at bus-stop... Order 6 bottles of henieken to mix with cans of redbull, first time drinking ahcohol at coffeeshop, just like auntie & uncle... Haha... It's also my first time trying henieken mix with redbull but Martell still the best... :) Next table uncle who seems to be drunk keep coming over to disturb us, irritating...!!! We chill, slack, chat, talk, gossip, drink but not drunk for hours... MeiLing's cousin, ben came down to join us together with 1 of his friend around 4plus to help us finish our last bottle... Finish drinking & took cab back home at 5am in the morning...

Cherish♥

The night is still young...

It's Friday & it's the 13th...!!! 4 days of work & it's coming to weekend, that's fast... :) After day work, rush back home to get myself bath & change before going for my night job... Thought of having dinner first to fill my hungry stomach before going for work but dinner sucks, quarrel with mummy & I was totally not in the mood...!!! :(

Working with uncle & xiao ling, boss & lady boss didn't came down to pub... Alan & winnie came down for drinking, SY & co. came down too... :) Pub was crowded & it was a busy night... Guess I must be feeling too sleepy during work, accidentally pour onto customer shirt & pants causing it to get wet but luckily, he didn't get angry with me... Phew...!!! Fight broke out at pub again when we're about to close... Dunno what's the reason, the drunkard just went around wanting to pick a fight with others, he even knock down Winnie's tower of beer which cause us having a hard time clearing the mess... Happening fight outside pub, didn't get to watch as I was inside clearing up the mess, police came down soon after...

SY waited for me to knock off from work, had a puff & slack outside pub with Winnie for alittle while before we went over to Teck Whye to look for Lena as I've promise to meet her for mac breakfast since a week ago... While we're on the way, saw 3 indian guys holding bottles on their hand, chasing & going after another indian guy... It was so scary at that point of time...!!! Went to withdraw $$ & buy sticks then walk over to Teck Whye mac to meet Lena... Happen to meet upon MeiLing & co. at mac too... :) Had breakfast deluxe & it was totally heaven...!!! After eating with bloated stomach, slack outside CC before cab home with SY at almost 5plus in the morning...

Cherish♥

Temptation...!!!

Unicorn VS Peacock...? But seems like they don't fit to match... Indeed, ink is addictive...!!! Got the sudden temptation of inking a peacock either at the side of my rib / thigh & I bet it's gonna be a big & colourful peacock this time round... :) In my opinion, I think peacock do look elegant because of their beautiful colours on them, maybe that's the reason why I've the thought of inking them on my body... If only our life can be as colourful as them... ...

Still thinking weather shld I ink for this very last time or it's time for me to put a stop to inking, I'm just afraid that I might regret in future... Human being are just weird creatures, we know that we need to bear with the few hours of pain during the process of inking but still we decide to get ourself ink... Still remember clearly on the last day of 2009 when I got myself ink, I really feel like giving up half-way thru the process... It's damn fucking pain like nobody business & I just feel like crying... No turning back half way thru the process, therefore, gonna endure till it's finally completed... Despite the pain, I still went for my 2nd & 3rd ink soon after but smaller piece of ink each time... Most importantly, it's better to think once, twice, thrice before getting ink because it's forever...!!!

Till now, I'm still very much in love with my unicorn... :)

Cherish♥

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore...!!!

It's monday again but I don't feel any monday blues at all, becos it's a public holiday, meaning that I don't have to wake up early in the morning for work, it's an rare off day for me, therefore, I must spend my time wisely... Haha... Today it's our country, our nation, a place that where we belong, Singapore 45th birthday...!!!

Slept till late morning, wake up to get myself prepare for shopping with gfs... After I'm done preparing, meet up with lena around 2plus & board the same bus as her... Both of us then meet Michy at FEP as she train down from Yishun... Went up to shop to look for Cynthia & MeiLing for a short while before we went for our lunch at Sakura...

After having or lunch, spend our time shopping around FEP but nothing caught our eyes... Therefore, we then cross over the bridge to Gallery DFS & next, mall hop over to Wisma & Taka... Something sad happen & I shld not mention much here... All I can say is that, if only he don't turn his back when the moment he saw her, it will not cause so much pain to her... Why must he act & behave like a stranger or rather a passer-by, I really don't understand... I truly understand how it feels, heartbroken & it hurts deep from the bottom of the heart...

Mood for shopping was then spoil for the rest of the day... We then walk over to 313, got nothing much to shop there... Therefore, we decided to take bus 190 back to BPP for dinner instead... After having our dinner, Michy went home first while Lena & myself slack for a short while before I walk back home...

Stay strong girl...!!! No matter what happen, remember I'm always there... Loves...!!! :)

Cherish♥

Work is my life...!!!

I want to change my blogskin badly but I sucks at doing it... :( HELP...!!!

Cherish♥

Day: Shopping...!!!
Night: Clubbing...!!!

WanLing...

Michy...

Sherry...

Jescy...

GIRLS GROUP PHOTO...

As expected, I didn't went for my appointment at 11am for my health screening at Raffles Hospital... I'm just too tired to wake myself up from bed & also too lazy to travel there... It's been such a long time since I slept for so long... Woke up by my niece & nephew who came over to my place at 12noon... Niece had been discharged from the hospital last night, luckily she's fine now... Sis cook noodle for me to share with granny... Sometimes, I think God really do treat me fairly well, giving me this Sis of mine who really take care of my everything but yet at times, I took her for granted... :(

Over to Bangkit with Sis to get my eyebrow trim... Took a short nap in the noon & woke up by Lena's call... Get myself prepare, bath & make-up then meet up with Lena at Bangkit bus-stop as she went Bangkit earlier to see the doctor for MC... Waited for Michy to board the bus from her place before both of us get up the same bus as her... Took bus 960 to Bugis, had our lunch at Yoshinoya before we start shopping at Bugis Junction & Bugis Streets... Got my screen protector change for my phone & the lady who did for me took such a long time to paste it on for me la...

Over to Sasa & I'm super happy that there's stocks for my perfume as I was told that it's been discontinue, therefore, bought 2 bottles in case it's running out of stock the next time, I know I'm kaisu... Haha... :) Bought a dress & shoes, a box of fake lashes & lashes glue too... :) We wanted to try KOI drink at Iluma but the long queue made us drop the idea of getting it...

Next, took train over to Orchard & walk over to FEP... Went up to shop to look for MeiLing & WanLing, waited for them to knock off from work... Lena went back home alone as she's not feeling well while the rest of us meet up with Jescy... She drove us over to CineLeisure, had Burger King for our late dinner... After eating, went smoking outside Cine & took some photos... Asked the girl sitting beside us to help us take group photo & it happen to be SY's friend... Haha...

Follow on, Jescy then drove us over to St James & meet up with Sherry & YueLing... It's been months since I last step into the club, hit the dancefloor... :) Sherry, YueLing, MeiLing, WanLing went in to Dragonfly first while Michy, Jescy & myself went in after parking the car... All of us shared open a bottle of Hennesy & sign up for member... First time stepping into Dragonfly, chinese liveband & r&b music... Met upon Rita there... :) Waited for our table & it took quite awhile, therefore, Michy, MeiLing, WanLing & myself went over to Powerhouse first... Not even starting to drink & we got high after getting into Powerhouse, squeeze our way into the dancefloor & we got up to the podium... Got ourself a table shared with few other guys, Jescy & co. then bring over the liquor from Dragonfly... And we started our night drinking, dancing, partying...!!!

Went for a puff outside Powerhouse... Dunno what's wrong with me again, I started to text him, ''I Miss You''... I broke down & cried badly this time, I can't control my feeling & emotion... When was the last time I tears for him, I don't remember...? I'm glad that he did reply to my msg but somehow the qns he ask in the msg did hurt my feeling... Cry on the phone talking to him, I miss his voice, his everything... WL called up SY & he came down to Powerhouse to look for me, I was shock when i saw him... Something bad happen again, fight between SY & few guys who was sitting next to me but lucky everything was fine after that... Long came down to fetch Michy while I cab home with SY, ML, WL... Sometimes, I really dont understand why some people just don't know when it's the time to open their mouth & when it's not... SY send me to my doorstep before he went back home...

It was just a hope...

You told me to change my life for a better but sometimes I wonder, will things ever get back to the past, be the same like how we used to be if I decide to stop smoking, drinking, pubbing, clubbing, inking, change everything just for you, in order to hold back to this relationship again... I really doubt so, you really confuse my thoughts... It seems like you're just giving me hope that we will be together back again some day when you're moving on ahead with your life now... I dunno why is the feeling still so strong till now when everything had already ended... I really hope the wound inside me will heal soon, it's hurting when I think of you at times...

Cherish♥

BBDC: Bike Prac...
CCK 302: Dinner...
CCK K-box: Singing & Pool...

I'm gonna be a happy girl as I'll be enjoying a long weekend ahead... :)

Train back home after work... Quickly get myself change into long sleeve shirt & jeans, took my hand gloves & helmet, wear my covered shoes & rush to bus-stop for bus 187 to BBDC... As usual, bus took forever to come & I'm always late for my practical... :( Lesson lasted for 1hr40mins & ended at 9.45pm...

After practical had ended, top up $$ to my 2B acc... Call up Lena & Michy, both of them are not done preparing, therefore, decided to go home to get change first... Met upon BC/BJ, dunno which of them as both of them look really alike... Haha... Chat with him for alittle while before both of us board the same bus back to BP... Reach home, 3rd sis told me that my niece had admitted to KK hospital as she kept vomitting... Hopefully nothing gonna happen to her & hope she'll get well soon...

Lena board the same bus as me & we headed over to CCK together... Met up with Michy & we went for our dinner at 302... Met upon Rena, Sonia, Cynthia & co. there, sat & ate together with them... After eating, walk over to K-box & met upon WanLing & XinEr on the way, chat with them for a short while... Had made a reservation for a room this afternoon but it was given to others as we're slightly late... Therefore, waited for about 15 mins before we got our room... Sang for 1.5 hrs & played 3 rounds of pool before we went off from K-box... Slack outside lot 1 & had our supper before we cab back home... Send Lena back home first, follow by Michy & lastly me... Reach home at almost 4am...

Cherish♥