
Soon, I'm gonna get back to the busy rushing life like how it was used to be in the past... I've agreed with Julia to get back & help her in the pub at night... Need to get use & adapt to less than 5 hrs of sleep everyday, hope that I can still cope with it & pray hard that I will not fall easily as time goes by... Guess it's time for more work & less play now...!!! Friends around me might think that I'm insane, holding 3 jobs at a time, 14 hrs of work everyday... Not having even a day rest, the only rest that I get are from my sleeping time... Well, I prefer my life to be as busy at this point of time so that I won't have the time to think of other stuffs... Maybe I'm just trying to escape & hide from the reality... :(
There's so many things which I want to do but with so little time... As for now, I'm gonna make myself work at least 4 nights at the pub, if possible... The rest of the days, I'm gonna work hard going to BBDC for my bike licence & I'm always lazy to go for the practical... Everyone are encouraging me to give up on taking bike as I myself know that I'm a reckless & careless driver, I'm preparing for the worst if I were to pass my 2B, just pray hard that the day won't come so early... And I know I'm gonna be prepare & miss out all the fun out with my friends... :( By working so hard, I must make myself save hard too... Target to at least save $15K by the end of this year, hopefully I'm able to... Haha... :) Next, I wanna really get back to my passion ~ nails...!!! I know it's been years since I've been saying this but I really need the time for me to master everything about nails again & to be a skillful nail technician...
As for now, I'm not gonna stress myself getting into a relationship... Sometimes, I find that being single are much more better than being attached at times... At least, we'll not get hurt, cry, stress, moody, fight, quarrel over relationship matters... To be in love is to prepare to get hurt, so let's just enjoy the freedom life of singlehood now...