Meeting up with Gfs at least once a week for dinner after work... :) Gfs waited for me at JE mrt station after work... After meeting up with them, we then took train over to CCK, 302 hawker for dinner... After our dinner, walk over to lot 2 K-box for singing session... Had made a reservation for the room earlier this afternoon when I'm in the office, just the only 3 of us but we're given a super big room... Cool...!!! :)
Sang afew same old songs which we usually always sing... SY & his sec sch friends were at K-box as well... Played pool with them & I must admit I'm really damn sucks at it... Hahaha... Vanassa & Co. are going down to Barnone, didn't went along with them this time as I don't feel like going... Stop singing & play pool + darts with them, it was fun... Haha... Michy went off first at 11 plus while Lena & myself continue to play for alittle while... Didn't went for supper with SY & co., had a short heart to heart talk with Lena before we share cab back home...
It's been so long... Days, weeks & month had passed but everything between us seems to be the same... Seems like, we're using time to forget each other, moving on to the next chapter of our life without each other... I must admit that I still do think of you sometimes... I'm trying hard to forget you but it just seems so hard... I'm also trying hard to hide those tears behind the smile & it's really tiring to fake a smile & tell everyone that I'm totally alright... You just won't understand how I'm feeling inside me... I wonder, do you still do miss & care at times...? I know, it's pointless for me to think about all this at this point of time... Everything are just wasn't meant to be...
