SOUR HEART THAT HURTS...
Last night was just like a nightmare to me... A bitch screw up everything & I'm just too native & foolish to trust her words... This time round, I really cried my heart out... Growing up for 20 years, this is my first time I cried hard infront of my friends, in public... Everything was totally out of control... I know it's hard & hurt for me to let go, that's why I choose to hold on but I know it's even harder for me to move on with him... As what Jescy said ' Even a dog still knows when to bark on necessary timing'', doesn't that bitch know when to open her mouth...?
I know I shld not dwell about the past anymore, I must learn to cherish the present & hope for the future... But all of us knows its easier said than being done... How I wish I can lost all my memory & start growing up all over again... It's painful, it hurts... I know, I'll feel better after every cry... But how much more tears do I still have to shed for you...? I really don't wish to get to know more, enough is enough... Everything shall put to a stop now... ...