It's only gonna break my heart...



Woke up, bath & prepared, took bus 190 to work... Alighted at FEP, bought bubble tea & milk for praying & packed hor fan before I open shop... Working solo alone today as Jescy & MeiLing are working for make up event... MeiLing did came down to shop for alittle while in the noon to get hair tong & make up set from the shop... As usual, Sun was not as busy but sales was consider not bad as I'm working all alone... Packed & closed shop at 8pm...

After work, took bus over to Teck Whye to meet up with Lena & MeiLing... Went around the pasamalam & get some food for dinner... Sat down at a big shelther under blk, called Jescy & she came down soon after, follow by Cynthia & Xin Er... Their guys friends came down too, illegal gathering... Haha...

Stayed under blk till 12am, Jescy then drove Me, Lena, Cynthia & Xin Er to Yew Tee HK cafe for supper... Ordered bo luo bao, half-boiled eggs & century congee shared with Lena for supper... Chill & chat till almost 2pm, Jescy then drove send Cynthia & Xin Er back home first follow by Lena & lastly by me... But before I went home, went drove round his place... Well, I'm glad that he's sleeping soundly at home by this time... And I got home with a peaceful heart...

Phone was silence for the whole day... How I wish, it's only a text from him...

MEMORIES... ...



Vesak day falls today, therefore it's a public holiday meaning I'm off from my office work... :) Slept till almost noon, woke up & rang BF but he kept rejecting my call... Well, he's getting angry over last night as I didn't send him a text telling him that I'm home... It's not that I don't wan to text him, it's just that I'm just too tired... Hais... :(

Suppose to meet up with him for lunch & accompany him to make spectacles but plan was all ruin... Worst, he text me asking for break-up... Totally broke down... :( Talked on the phone with him for hours but nothing seems to get better... I'm just like a cry baby & tears just kept flowing... :(

After hanging up the phone, I'm trying hard to control my emotion... Had my extension removed, it's been almost 5 months & I've a hard time taking it off... My hair doesn't seems to grow any longer for this few months... :( After removing, went to bath & prepared for work... Took bus 190 to FEP, working at 4pm with MeiLing & Vanassa... Closed & packed shop at 9pm, took bus back to BP with MeiLing...

I hate sleeping time because I just can't get myself to sleep... Things just kept flashing thru my mind & I just can't stop thinking about it... He told me that he did see changes in me this time round but why is it that I'm still deserving a break up in the end...? I tried to hold back this relationship but it seems useless, he's stand stay firm... :( This time round, I did control myself
well when breaking up, at least I didn't create a fuss over it because I know he hate it when I behave this way... Maybe I think it's really time for me to let him go, set him free so that he can find his happiness... I can't be selfish anymore... It's just wasn't meant to be... ... ... :(

SOUR HEART THAT HURTS...

Last night was just like a nightmare to me... A bitch screw up everything & I'm just too native & foolish to trust her words... This time round, I really cried my heart out... Growing up for 20 years, this is my first time I cried hard infront of my friends, in public... Everything was totally out of control... I know it's hard & hurt for me to let go, that's why I choose to hold on but I know it's even harder for me to move on with him... As what Jescy said ' Even a dog still knows when to bark on necessary timing'', doesn't that bitch know when to open her mouth...?

I know I shld not dwell about the past anymore, I must learn to cherish the present & hope for the future... But all of us knows its easier said than being done... How I wish I can lost all my memory & start growing up all over again... It's painful, it hurts... I know, I'll feel better after every cry... But how much more tears do I still have to shed for you...? I really don't wish to get to know more, enough is enough... Everything shall put to a stop now... ...

Meet up with BGF at Jurong East MRT after work... Took train over to Boon Lay ~ Jurong Point & had New York New York for our dinner... Placed order for seafood platter , 3 root beer float with ice-cream, Lena & myself had black pepper spagatti for our main course while Michy had chicken chop... Bill add up to $100+, Michy treats for this meal as she passed her TP yesterday... :) After our dinner, shop around Jurong Point for alittle while before we took cab home...

Helios Terminal 2nd Anniversay D&D...!!!


Photo with Nithya...


Photo with Nin Sauwi...


Photo with Philip...


Photo with Mr Tan...


Me, Philip, Nithya...


Nithya, Me, Shoban...


Face Drawing...


Game Time...

Work as usual but all of us knock off early from work at 4.30pm today as we're having company 2nd year anniversary dinner & dance held at Mount Faber Safra... Company transport send us over after work... Reach there early for preparation & guests started to flow in from 6.30pm...

I'm part of the committee member for this event... And I'm in charge of the registration counter with the help of my colleague, Nithya for the night... Some pre-event activities such as henna painting, caricaturist, children colouring & balloon sculpturing before the event starts... Upon registration, each guests are given an ang bao which contain $20 that serves as cover of transport & a door gift that is a photo frame with alarm clock & FM Radio... And for kids, they're given goodie bag that consists lots of sweet stuff... Registration ended at almost 8pm & buffet dinner starts... ...

After dinner, its some team building games from every table & entertainment time follow by lucky draw... Sad to say, not really much attractive prices to be won & I'm also not 1 of the lucky winner... :( Everything ended at 10pm, some stay back for dancing while some called it a day... Stay for alittle while to help packing up...

After everything, Fad & Me was planning where to go & we headed to BarNone next... Order 2 jug of Cranberry Vodka, chill & drinkat BarNone... After finishing our drinks, next stop to powerhouse... He order another jug of Cranberry Vodka at Powerhouse, danced for alittle while & went over to Movida as his friends are working there... He send me back & reach home at almost 4am...

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME...!!!


12/05 - 20th Birthday...


Happy Birthday To Myself... :)


Photo with Rena...


Photo with Jescy... Thanks for the Cake... :)


Kisses from Lena & Cynthia...


Girls Group Photo...

Suppose to check out of Resort at 10am but both of us manage to wake up only at 11am... Hahaha... Bath & prepared, check out at 12pm... BF then drove me over to West Coast Park for late breakfast / early lunch but too bad, mac breakfast hour is over... :( Therefore, we went over to Bukit Timah Al-Azhar instead... As usual, order Tom Yam Mee while BF order Ayam rice, 2 prata - egg & cheese, milo & bandang drink... After eating, Singapore Pool to buy 4D for tonight draw & headed back home... BF send himself home first while I then took over the driver seats & drive myself home...

Reach home, bath & then went over to Sis's place to pick her up as she's on MC today... Drove her over to West Mall as she wants to visit the M1 shop... After activate my nephew sim's card which he had accidently lock it himself, had kaya toast + eggs for tea-break with Sis before sending her home... After sending her back home, I went rounding on the road alone... Drove all the way down to Jurong & then back to BP... Tony came to collect back his car at 4.30pm when I just reached my place from rounding...

Back home, took a short afternoon nap... Wake up, bath & prepared... Sweetie Lena came over to my place at 9pm to straighten her hair & she bought me a small surprised cup-cake, she's really thoughtful... :) After preparing, took bus 190 to town... Meeting the rest of the girls at Ion HK cafe for late dinner / early supper... After eating, all of us headed over to BarNone... Jescy bought me an oreo ice-cream cake from swensen & we had cake cutting before the clock strike 12am... Donald (BarNone Supervisor) order water fall for me but I didn't drink it becos I'll sure fall if I take it... Hahaha... And I was asked to go up the stage but I rejected becos I'm damn shy la... Hahaha... Didn't know Jordon B'day falls on the same month as mine, he went up stage & was being sabo... Haha...

Went off from BarNone at almost 1am... Me, Lena, Rena, Michy, Cynthia, Vanassa then cab over to Powerhouse, that's when the party starts... Re-entrance to Powerhouse, placed our bag in the locker then hit the dancefloor... Danial was in the club too... Danced till 3am & we went off from Powerhouse... BF drove down to pick me & both of us went for supper... After eating, he send me back home... Reach home at 5am, gonna wake myself up in 2 more hrs... :(

Thanks All for the Birthday Wishes...!!! :)

UNIVERSAL STUDIO, MOVIE, RESORT STAY...


Sentosa...


Casino / Universal Studio...


$5 Gift Voucher & $10 Food Voucher...


Lunch - Hotdog Combo Set...

OUR PHOTOS... :)





















Woke up at 8am early in the morning... After brushing my teeth, went down to the car park to put parking coupon just in case the parking attendance come to check, not worth paying the fines so it's better to be safe than sorry... Haha... Walk over to Bangkit, bought bread, ham, cheese from Shop & Save for making of sandwiches... Back home, prepare sandwiches, bath & make-up... After preparing drove over to BF's place, we then went over to Bangkit & had Mee Hoon Kuay for our breakfast...

After eating, drove back to my place to get extra clothing before we headed over to Ubi motor shop as BF wants to collect his cheque but it was not ready yet, wasted our trip to travel there... :( Over to Universal Studio next, the sky start to turn bad while we're on our way there... After parking our car, we went in to Universal Studio with super excited feeling... :) Took photos & tried out some of the rides there but not all the rides are operating, BF suggests to visit again along with his friends the next time round... And I can see that BF enjoy his day, so am I...!!! :) Stayed at Universal Studio for almost 4 hours & we went off as both of us are feeling tired...

Drove off from the car-park & the parking costs us $11... Follow on, drove in to Sentosa to check in resort & entrance fees costs $6... After checking in, placed our bags & rest for a little while before we drove out to Vivo City... Bought movie ticket for Shutter Island & shop around Vivo before the movie starts... Again, I was too tired & fall asleep in the cinema while BF watched alone... Haha... After movie, drove out of Vivo for our dinner & back to resort after eating as I'm not feeling quite well... :( Slept peacefully till the next morning... :)

Indeed, I've enjoy my entire day with him today... Thanks for the everything... Loves...!!! :)

3 days of leave starts from today... Tony came to collect back his car at 10am... Headed over to my 1st Sis place for breakfast after returning of car... On-line for alittle while & went back home, afternoon nap till 2pm... Call to book for facial appointment at Adonis, using voucher given by Le Hui & Jolene as Birthday present... Bath & took LRT to Bukit Gombak, facial took 1.5 hrs & it's indeed relaxing till I actually fall asleep soundly... Haha... After facial, took cab back home as I'm too lazy to bus / train home...

Reach home at 5pm, rest for a little while & had my dinner... Meet up with Tony again at 8pm to collect car, this time round I'm renting Fiat Punto from tonight till Wed evening for $70... Know what, I can drive either manual / auto using Fiat Punto, cool right... Haha... Drove over to find Michy to get film for Instant camera from her, waited for her to finish her dinner & then drove over to find Lena... MeiLing & Marilyn was hanging around that area too, both of them then came to look for us... Drove them over to CCK petrol station to pump petrol & we've no place to go so send all of them back home... After sending them home, drove over to 1st Sis's place to get NTUC card from her for tomorrow check in stay at Sentosa Resort... Back home at 10pm...

UNIVERSAL STUDIO TOMORROW...!!!

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION...!!!


2KG Winnie The Pooh Birthday Cake from Sweetie... :)


Make A Wish... I Wish, I Wish... ...


Photo with Rena...


Photo with Cynthia...


NiNi, Le Hui, Me...


Helios Colleagues - Faduli & Edwina...


Photo with BF...


Nephew & Niece - Benson & Felicia...


Photo with Hao Wei & Lena...


Photo with NiNi & Yi Hong...


Secondary School Friends...


Photo with the Bros - Pei Wei, Hao Wei, Yi Hong...


Instant Photo - Vanassa, Jescy, MeiLing, Cynthia, ME, Rena...

Off from work at FEP today to prepare for my Birthday Celebration... :) Woke up at 8am early in the morning, Mummy accompany me to Bangkit to buy Prawn, Sotong & Chicken Wings for BBQ tonight... Back home, defroze the chicken wing first before marinate them... Meet up with Tony at 10am under my blk for collection of car, he rented me Hyundai Verna instead of Fiat Punto for the rental of $60 till tomorrow morning...

Bath & drove over to BP Esso to pump petrol with 3rd Sis... Didn't know that I've to actually turn off my engine before I can pump my petrol as it's my 1st time doing so until 3rd Sis told me & she was like so terrified by my action... Hahaha... Then, drove over to 1st Sis's place to pick up my 1st Sis, Nephew, Niece & drove over to Ten Mile Sheng Shiong... Sis treat us to Chicken rice for our lunch... Michy reach & had Chicken rice for her lunch too while Lena reach after we've finished eating... Shop at Sheng Shiong for BBQ items, order 70 otahs from a malay stall & to collect at 6pm in the evening...

Drove back home after shopping at Sheng Shiong, send 1st Sis, Nephew & Niece back home first before I got home... Start to deforse the BBQ food & preparing... Over to Bangkit with Lena & Michy to get plates, forks, spoons, etc... for BBQ... Follow on, 2nd Sis drove 3rd Sis & me to Uncle's place to fetch Grandma over to our place as it's our turn to take care of her for this month... After sending Grandma home, 2nd Sis then drove Cousin, Lena, Michy & Me rounding... After 1 hr plus of rounding, finally got home... Sky starts to turn cloudy & rain drop follows by, feeling dissapointed as it's impossible to BBQ under the rain... 1st Sis then suggests to cancel BBQ & change to grilling at her place instead... SMS friends who are attending my Birthday Celebration to keep them inform, some didn't turn up due to the last min change of venue while some still make the effort to come... :)

It's getting late, Bath & make-up then drove over to BF's place with Lena at almost 8pm... Headed over to Ten Mile to collect otah which I've placed order this afternoon & BPP for collection of cake... Back to 1st Sis place, Le Hui & Jolene was the first to reach... :) Eating, chatting, photo-taking & cake cutting session... Everything ended at almost 12am...

After cleaning up, drove things back to my place first before sending BF back... I then took over the driver seats from him & drove MeiLing back home... Lena, Michy & myself had a hard time thinking of where to go next... Drove back to BP, then rounding to Jurong & back to BPP to meet up with Nelvin Bear & Long... We then decided to drive over to East Coast Park, I do not know the way there, therefore, was all the way following Nelvin Bear's car... Long distance drive to ECP, order some finger food & root beer float as I didn't really ate much during my Birthday celebration... After eating, drove back home sweet home but lost our way following Nelvin Bear... Therefore, Lena & myself had a hard time finding way home... Send Lena back home first before I drove back, reach home at 3am...

THANKS ALL FOR COMING TO MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION...!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...!!!

2nd day of MC, eyes feeling much better at least it's not as red & sore as compared to yesterday... :) Went over to elder sis place for breakfast & she's on leave... 2nd sis came back home half day from work in the noon as she gotten sore eyes too... Everyone of us are absent from work... Haha...

Bath & prepared, took bus 960 to bugis... Met up with my sec sch fren - Janice, it's been a long time since I last catch up with her... Shop alone at Bugis Junction while waiting for her to reach... And we went to shop at Bugis Village after she had reach... Bought myself clothes, pants, shoes, bag... :) After shopping, both of us then took bus 960 back to BP & Janice came over to my place...

Rest for alittle while at my place as we're both feeling tired after shopping... Took LRT over to CCK to meet up with Michy & Lena while Janice train over to Bukit Batok for dinner with her mummy... Michy & me then shop around at lot 1 while waiting for Lena to reach... After she had reach, we went around cake shops to look for cake for my birthday... And Sweetie ordered a 2KG Winnie The Pooh cake from Bangawan Solo that costs $80+... Thanks Sweetie...!!! :) After ordering cake, bus over to Bukit Timah for dinner with Lena while Michy went hm first as she's not feeling good... Went to look for BF, had Char Kway Tiao with extra cockles & Sugarcane juice for dinner... After dinner, chatted for a little while before both of us took cab back home...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 3RD SIS, ESTHER...!!!

1 more week to my Birthday... :)

Working, Mother Day Celebration, BF's Place...



Working earlier at 11am instead of 12pm, having appointment at 11.45am... Work cycle as usual, working with MeiLing & Marilyn and had handmade noodle for lunch... Shop was busy with customer & time just passed so fast...

Knocked off from work at 6pm, train over to Clementi & changed bus over to Clementi Woods... Met up with my family there for dinner to celebrate Mother Day... 2nd Sis treat all of us to Sakura buffet as she went to the casino in the morning & had won some $$... Don't really like eating at Clementi Woods Sakura as I've bad experience the first time I ate here... Finished eating at 8 plus, all of us then strolled over to ''Sense Nail Spa'' to take a look of the changes... Cab home with Mummy & 3rd Sis while 1st Sis & 2nd Sis headed over to Casino again...

Reached home, watched tv while waiting for BF to knock off from work... Went to bath after he had reached home from work... Walked over to Shop & Save to buy drinks over to his place & he bought supper ~ Chicken Wing, Oyster Omelette, Satay home... After eating our supper, sleeping time...!!!