Why is it everytime when it's always time ready for me to move on in my life, you''ll hold me back, giving me hope in this relationship but once again, you bring hurt to me & its deeper each time round... Big fuck if you're single at that point of time, it's only when we just broke up & you did all these shit, you're just like any other guy out there... I'll never believe myself you're such a asshole, such a jerk, maybe I shouldn't had trust you at all from the start... I admit I just can't accept the fact, can't forget your past... What's the point of putting in effort to care for me when you're going to let me fall once again... Seriously, I really hate you to the max now... Really great disspointment in you...!!! As for now, I need a place, where I can shut myself down, a place where the whole world can't reach me at all... I know I can't be soft hearted anymore, never ever again...!!! All I know is that you're just too good in sweet talking, your words can melt any girl heart but sorry, not for me anymore... Thinking back really makes me even hurt... Just what's your motive getting me back to you when you're going to hurt me once more again...??

Let us move on with our life from now on, a brand new chapter in our life... I need a control of myself to be prepare for this never ending mind game... I'll also need to learn how to swallow my tears down my throat so as not to let it roll from my cheek...

Peiling stay strong & I know I can be happier...!!!