After work, met up with Lena at Jurong East MRT... Both of us then took train over to Raffles place to meet up with Michy & then we headed over to Plaze Singapura together... Had Yoshinoya for our dinner... After dinner, shopped around PS for a little while we're having a hard time thinking where to go next...

Decided to book in to a hotel room at Chinatown with my girls... Therefore, we spend a long time waiting for bus 190 to Chinatown... Check out the price for Hotel 81, it costs $50 for 2 hrs & ended up we didn't booked for the room... We went for supper instead, order 2 bowl of congee + 2 pot of frog leg + 1 plate of raw fish for our supper... After supper, shared cab back home with Lena while Michy cab over to Yishun...

Scars that stays forever...!!!



Work at FEP on weekend as usual... After work, Pei Wei fetch me from FEP with his new class 2 bike, Suzuki GSX 1000cc... And I'm gald that I'm his first pillon ever since he got his new bike & somehow, the feeling seems to be different from his pervious CBR 400cc, scary of course... He rided me back home & when I'm alighting from his bike, carelessly burned my left leg at the exhaust pipe... And I swear its fucking burning hot & painful... :( And I'm prepare that the ugly scar will stay forever... :(

I'm turning into a homely girl even on Saturday night...

Apr 23, 2010 4.12am...

At last, you replied... I was glad but heart broken at the same time... But at least I get to know that you still do care for me & miss me just like how I'm feeling for you... Once again, both of us seems to turn from a stranger to close friends... And our conversation continues... ... ... Indeed, you make my day...!!! :)


Work as usual & it's Friday today, a day which I'm looking forward to every week... :) After work, Edwina alighted me off at CCK... LRT was down, bus & taxi queue was crazy long... Therefore, decided to walk home from CCK with slightly drops of rain & 3.5 inch high of heels... Managed to walk till Teck Whye & hopped on to bus 190 back home, the road was congested & jam as expected... Only managed to get back home at 8.30pm...

Bath & prepared, met up with Michy at BPP... She accompany me for dinner & both of us then met up with Jescy... After Jescy had KFC for her dinner, she then drove us to JinLong's place for gambling session at Jurong West... Vanassa, Cynthia & 2 of their guy friends had reached earlier than us... Started our gambling session, $10 bet for the start & increased to $20 bet... Jescy, Vanassa, Cynthia & their friends went off first at 12.30am while Michy & me stayed till 1.15am... Overall, managed to win $60... :)

Pei Wei drove over to look for me... He then drove Michy & myself back to BP, alighted Michy at Bangkit as she took cab over to BF's place... PW then went up to my place as he need to use the toilet & we went over to West Coast next... Stayed till almost 4am with him & headed back home...

YakiYakiBo for Dinner...!!!


Appertize...


Beansprouts...


Yummy Rice...


Ingrediant...

After work, met up with Sweetie Lena at Jurong East Mrt station & both of us then train over to Boon Lay... Jurong Point YakiYakiBo for dinner, the last time we had our meal here was like 1 year ago during her B'day & this is my 4th time here... :) Ordered Seafood set for myself while Sweetie had Chicken + Seafood set... Treat Sweetie to this meal which costs $60+... After dinner, shopped around Jurong Point for alittle while before we took cab back home...

It's been almost a week... I admit I do really miss you badly... I tried my very best to control myself but still I'm out of control... I make the move to text you first but there's no reply from you, is it really a game over this time...? Mixed feeling... :(

Ajisen, Pool, L4D, Supper...



After work, met up with Jescy together with Jovey at Jurong East MRT & drove over to CCK~Lot 1 to meet up with Rena, Michy, Marilyn, MeiLing, Cynthia, Vanassa for dinner... Dinner at Ajisen, Tom Yam Ramen + California Maki Sushi + Ice Lemon Tea for dinner... After dinner, slacked for a little while before Marilyn & Mei Ling headed back home while the rest of us took Jescy's car & send Jovey back home first...

While on the way to Bukit Batok, drove passed BP Esso station & I thought I saw ur bike, I was like... ... :( After sending Jovey home, Jescy drove us back to BP Esso to take a look & indeed my eyes are playing tricks on me, it's RVF & not CBR... :( Therefore, Jescy was good enough to drive me over to his place to take a look... Was looking out for 5310 & 6144, disappointed 6144 was not parked there, wonder where have you went...? :(

Jescy then drove Rena, Michy, Cynthia, Vanassa & myself to Jurong Safra... Played pool with Michy, Cynthia, Vanassa & it's been a long long time since I last played while Rena & Jescy played L4D... Total $16.20 for almost 2 hrs of ball game... Waited for Rena & Jescy to end their computer game before we went off from Safra at around 2.30am... Drove over to Bukit Batok for supper, Michy alighted & took cab home while the rest of us had porriage for supper... After supper, dropped Rena, Cynthia, Vanassa at CCK first before Jescy send me home... Reached home at 3.30am... My phone was dead the whole night...

Woke up, bath & prepared, took bus 190 to FEP for work as usual... Managed to reach work place on time & I'm the first to reach shop but Jescy reached earlier before me... Hand-made U-main for lunch again, no choice, nothing nice to eat at FEP so eat the same old food every week... :( MeiLing reached soon after & Jescy stayed in shop for alittle while & went off after eating... Marilyn work late again, reached shop at almost 3pm... Sales was consider good for Sunday... :) Packed & closed shop at almost 9pm, accompany them for a puff first before we took bus 190 home together... Was rushing home to watch Star Award...

Switch on my room tv for Star Award when I got home... After it had ended, bath, remove make-up, skipped my dinner & off to bed... Dunno why, I'm tired but just can't fall asleep... I just miss him so badly... :( Slept peacefully after tearing... I'm just a loser to myself... :(

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happen before...

Fiona's Birthday...!!!



Back home after I've knock off from work... Bath & prepared, walk over to PeiWei's place to meet him to get my M1 bill from him... The feeling seems weird... :( Went off after getting my bill, walk over to bus stop outside Zhenghua Primary School, met up with Mic, Rena, Cynthia, MeiLing, Vanassa at bus 190... All of us then travel to town & alighted at FEP, went up to shop to look for Bao Ting, Fiona & Kelvin first... After they've packed & closed shop, all of us then walked over to BarNone... Early celebration of Fiona's Birthday at BarNone...

Went in to BarNone early at 10pm, waited for almost an hour before we can place order for our drinks at 11pm... It's ladies night on Wednesday night, it's always good to be a woman, isn't it...? Hahaha... Order total 10 jugs of Cranberry Vodka, Vodka Lime, Sprite & 10 glasses of Tequila Pop, placed order for some finger food as well... Jescy reached soon after & we had cut cake session for Fiona...

Stayed at BarNone till past midnight, went off from BarNone & cab over to PowerHouse with Mic, Rena, Jescy, Cynthia, Vanassa... Puke once I've alighted from the cab, the feeling just sucks... Re-entry at PowerHouse, fight started between 2 guys when we enter PowerHouse... Placed our bag into the locker & hit the dancefloor... Met Danial there, danced for less than half an hour & all of us went off from PowerHouse... Share cab back to BP with Michy... Reached home early at 2.30am, bath & remove make-up then off to bed...

Update...

Dinner with Lee Yong & Lena at Bukit Timah-Al-Azhar... Tom yam mee, Cheese mushroom prata, Bundung for dinner... :) After eating, accompany both of them for a smoke puff first before Lee Yong drove us over to Clementi K-Box for singing... Bought Macdonald ''sweetheart'' & apple pie up to K-Box... Sang a few songs & fall asleep while the both of them continue to sing till 3am... After singing, Lee Yong drove send Lena home before sending me home...

I know I can get over it, just give me some time...!!!

Party To The Max...!!!



Jump up from my bed at 12.30pm & realised I was late for work... Phone was left charging the whole night, therefore, alarm didn't wake me up... Quickly rush to bath & make up, then took bus 190 to FEP... Bus was fully packed & road was heavily jam, managed to reach work place only at 2.30pm... Marilyn was even later than me, she reached work at almost 3pm... Jescy came down to shop at around evening time... Serene came to shop to look for me to do her pedicure too... :) Was busy almost the entire day, customer kept flowing in... Handmade U-mian for my first meal of the day at almost 8pm, nearly starving from hunger... Haha... :) Packed & closed shop at 9pm...

Accompany Jescy to shop at FEP for alittle while & I bought myself a top... She then drive send Me, Marilyn, MeiLing & Yong Xin home... Reached home, remove make-up, bath & make up again... After preparing, Michy then took cab over to my place to fetch me, saw Lee Yong + co. slacking below my blk... Cab over to St James & partying at PowerHouse... :) Join in the queue for member & Jian Wen then sign both of us in... Powerhouse was damn crowded as compared to yesterday, DJ Kezee was here in the club tonight... Saw quite a few familiar faces in the club, Pearlyn, Bao Cheng, Belinder, Alicia, Kelvin... Got ourself a table near the entrance as the guys open 2 bottles mix with Green Tea, Coke, Cranberry... Indeed, it was a wild & madness night... What we did was, took tons of photo, drank till we kept rushing for the toilet, feel the heartbeat of the music, hitting the dancefloor... Party till lights on at 5am & chill alittle while outside PowerHouse before we went off... Jian Wen send me back home... :)

Train back home after work... Ate alittle for my dinner, bath & prepared then took bus 190 to FEP, went to shop to find MeiLing first... Met up with Vanassa, Rena & Xin Er after closing shop, slack & chill outside Old Chang Kee for alittle while before we headed over to BarNone... Order 2 Jug of Cranberry Vodka which costs us $80+ after 20% discount... Jescy reached, we stayed for alittle while & went off from BarNone at almost 12am...

Jescy went to meet her friend while we cab over to St James ... Met up with Michy there as she's joining her friend there earlier, Lee Yong, Aik Hoe, Linden was there too... Re-entry at PowerHouse, placed our bags in locker & then hit the dancefloor... MeiLing & Xin Er went off early while the rest of us dance till lights on at 3.30am... Share cab back with Vanassa & Rena...

Alighted at my place & walked over to meet Pei Wei, nothing much more to say... :( Walked back to my place after everything, Lee Yong came over to look for me & both of us had a good chat till 6.30am... Slept at almost 7am in the morning...

Why is it everytime when it's always time ready for me to move on in my life, you''ll hold me back, giving me hope in this relationship but once again, you bring hurt to me & its deeper each time round... Big fuck if you're single at that point of time, it's only when we just broke up & you did all these shit, you're just like any other guy out there... I'll never believe myself you're such a asshole, such a jerk, maybe I shouldn't had trust you at all from the start... I admit I just can't accept the fact, can't forget your past... What's the point of putting in effort to care for me when you're going to let me fall once again... Seriously, I really hate you to the max now... Really great disspointment in you...!!! As for now, I need a place, where I can shut myself down, a place where the whole world can't reach me at all... I know I can't be soft hearted anymore, never ever again...!!! All I know is that you're just too good in sweet talking, your words can melt any girl heart but sorry, not for me anymore... Thinking back really makes me even hurt... Just what's your motive getting me back to you when you're going to hurt me once more again...??

Let us move on with our life from now on, a brand new chapter in our life... I need a control of myself to be prepare for this never ending mind game... I'll also need to learn how to swallow my tears down my throat so as not to let it roll from my cheek...

Peiling stay strong & I know I can be happier...!!!

Train back home after work, remove make up & bath... After preparing, met up with Pei Wei under my blk... It's been a long time since I sat on his bike, miss the feeling... Rided over to BPP together with 5 of my little hammies... Haha... Wanted to give away my hamsters to pet shop but they don't accept as they themselves have got too many too, too bad... :( Haha... Atm to check my pay for my weekend job, $$ roll into my acc... :) Dinner, Pei Wei craving for Kopitiam curry chicken but it's under renovation at the moment, therefore, both of us had KFC instead... After eating, rided back home... Turning in early for the night...

Woke up, bath & prepare for work... Mummy cook a pot of mee tak mak in the morning, ate a bowl before I leave for work... Didn't manage to board the same bus as MeiLing, therefore, waited for another bus... Appt at 12pm but didn't turn up, handmade U-mian for lunch (getting sick of eating soon)... Marilyn work late again, mood not good again... Wonder what had happened to Far East Air-Con today, it's damn freaking cold... MeiLing & I just can't stand the coldness, therefore, we went to buy hot hot milo & horlick drinks to warm us down & it does really help... :) Haha... Did manicure for MeiLing when it's about to close shop & last min, walk in customer wanted to remove her Acrylic nails, therefore, working hours end late... Packed & closed shop at 9 plus...

While waiting for PeiWei to reach, accompany MeiLing to wait for bus... After she had board the bus, shop alone at Far East for a little while... Pei Wei reached, he then drove me over to Teck Whye for dinner... He told me he's craving for Indian food earlier & he went to order Indian rojak straight when we reached Teck Whye kopitiam while I order xiao wan mian + extra mee tak mak + mushroom to share with him which costs only $5... :) Sweetie Lena came down to join the both of us, after eating, Macdonald for 2nd round... Chill outside Macdonald for a little while before home sweet home... :)

Jescy's Birthday Celebration...!!!


Jescy & Birthday Cake...


Me & Cynthia...


Ferlyn, Cynthia, Rena...

Woke up from bed at 7.30am in the morning & went back to bed for another 2 hours... Went over to Bangkit at 9 plus to buy sotong & prawn for evening BBQ session... Bought carrot cake home for my breakfast & back to sleep for another few hours again... Spend some time to pack my room before I went to bath & met up with Vanassa & Rena at BPP... Had Ipoh Hor Fan for lunch, Cynthia came soon after... After lunch, 4 of us walk over to Ten Mile~Sheng Shiong to get our BBQ stuff... Bought hotdog, crabmeat, sausages, stingray, prawn, chicken wing, satay, golden mushroom, sweet potato, etc for our BBQ session... After shopping at Sheng Shiong, bought peppermint chocolate cake from cake shop & then cab over to my place...

Preparation for the food over at my place... After preaparing, bath, make up & went off from my place at 7 plus & took cab over to West Coast Park... Having a hard time finding the BBQ pit & carrying the heavy heavy BBQ stuff... Cynthia & I went around to look for the BBQ pit while Vanassa & Rena look after the BBQ stuff... It started pouring & all of us are wet... No choice, but to wait for the rain to get smaller before we can move on to our BBQ pit... Finally, we managed to carry all thoses heavy bags to our pit...

Xin Er came & we begin to start the fire... Mei Ling & Marilyn come down straight after work, Jimmy & Jescy reach follow by Fiona & BF... All of them spend quite awhile before the fire can be started... All of us started BBQ~ing, Pei Wei came down at almost 11pm... Cut cake session around 12am, ask Jescy to play the candle game & ended up I got myself into a mess... My hair, BEBE white top which I have just bought which costs me $70, all kana the chocolate cake... God damn it... It's no fun, I swear...!!! Stay for a little while & went off... Pei Wei dropped MeiLing & Xin Er at Teck Whye, Marilyn at BP then follow by me... Wash myself clean clean before I went to bed...

INK + NEEDLE = PAIN...!!!

It's a start of a new month again, month of April... Happy April Fool to all & Happy Birthday to my beloved niece, Felicia...

Apply leave for today & it's gonna be a long weekend for me as it's Good Friday tomorrow which is a declared public holiday, at least I don't have to wake up at 7am in the morning for work... :) Woke up from bed at 9am this morning, send a text to Wei Fong to confirm my appoinment for my ink session... Morning call to sweetie, wake her up from bed... Bath & prepared then met up with sweetie at Pending LRT, both of us then cross over to bus stop for bus 960 to Bugis...

Appointment fixed with Wei Fong was at 11am but we was half an hour late... Waited for a little while when we reached as he's preparing the tools & ink session started at 11.50am... Well, Wei Fong told me that ink at lower back will be much more painful as compare to upper shoulder but in my own opinion, I feel the opposite way... Haha... But I just need people to keep talking to me to distract me from the pain... Hehe... Ink session lasted for approx ~ 1.5 hrs which ended at around 1.20pm & it costs me $250 for this ink... :)

After I've completed my tattoo, train over to town... Met up with Michy at FEP & had our lunch at Raman house... After lunch, shop around at FEP for a little while before we headed over to Wisma, Ion & Taka... Having a hard time searching for Jescy's birthday present & managed to get a bracelet from Guess for her... Bought myself 2 BEBE top too & I'm so in love with the new arrival BEBE T-shirt but it costs $90, still considering weather to get it a not... Dinner at Food Republic & took bus 190 back home at almost 10pm...


Rose + Vains + Leaves...




Skin Label ~ Wei Fong...






Bloody Red Rose...


Completed Design...


NICE..!!! !!! I like it...!!! !!!

Reach home, bath & remove make up... Daddy gave me $50 as I was sitting with him in the living room while I was waiting for Pei Wei to reach... Met up with him, drove over to Teck Whye to fetch Lena & then to Fajar to pick Hao Wei & drove down over to Jurong Point... All of us went midnight shopping at 24 hours NTUC but we bought nothing home... Hahaha...