GOOD-BYE 2009 ... WELCOME 2010 ...

Half day work until 2pm in office today... After work train back home, bath & prepared then met up with Sweetie Lena at Pending LRT station... Both of us then took bus 960 over to Bugis & then walk over to Sunshine Plaze...

Last day of 2009, I've decided to ink an Unicorn on my upper right shoulder at Skin Label... Appointment booked with Daniel WF at 4pm but I was an hour late, discuss with him about the design of the Unicorn & had decided not to add on the rainbow to the Unicorn (pic below)... Outline & shading of the tattoo was bearable but when it comes to colouring, i can't stand the pain when I eventually chose to give up... Daniel WF was patient enough to spend 3 hours to complete my tattoo... Skin Label are charging $150 / Hr for tattooing, therefore, this Unicorn tattoo costs me $450 as it took me 3 hrs to get it done...

After the tattoo was done, had dinner at HK cafe with Darling BF, Hao Wei & Lena at Parklane... Quarrel with Darling BF... =( Spent our night outside parklane taxi stand till midnight & cabbed back home with Sweetie Lena...


Coloured Unicorn with Rainbow...


Outline of the Unicorn...


In Pain...!!!




Head of the Unicorn...


Outline Done...


Starting to Swell & Bleed...


Cover up with Plastic...


Ferlyn's Unicorn Tattoo...

MERRY CHRISTMAS not MERRY...

Well, all I can say is that it's not a Merry Christmas for me this year at all... Don't wish to say much about it but I'm really not a happy girl on this day...

"WORLD GREATEST LOVER", I Love You...

CHRISTMAS EVE

Woke up late this morning therefore on-call cab to work which cost me $37... =( Lunch in office was YUMMY today... =) Half day work till 2pm, took company transport to Jurong East MRT & train over to CCK~Lot 1... Bump upon Janice at MRT station, she accompany me to look for Sweetie Lena at Singtel, bought E72 for Darling BF as Christams Present...

Bus back home sweet home... Bath & prepared then cabbed down to St James, met up with Michy, Long & his 2 friends (Xiao Hei & Vincent)... Queue for a little while & went in to PowerHouse... Entrance fee for the night costs $35 which includes 3 free drinks & a Christmas goodie bag... Locker to place our bags first & then order a jug of orange vodka & cranberry vodka(Prefer cranberry vodka)... After finishing drinking, all of us hit the dance floor & started dancing... Met upon Juliana(she's a wild dancer), Andrew & Han Xiang... Countdown to Christmas & PowerHouse was happening that night, balloons & Santa Claus fall down from the high ceiling... I was not feeling good that day & I admit I was abit drunk but I didn't vomit... Party till 3 plus, Long & Michy ride off while Xiao Hei & Vincent accompany me to wait for cab... Cab back home sweet home at 4 plus...

After work, train back home sweet home... Bath & prepared then met Darling BF at my place downstairs, Long & Michy then came over to meet us... And when the 4 of us are about to get off from my place to meet Jescy & Co. for Christmas dinner, Darling BF's bike cannot be start at all... Kept trying & trying but still can't start... =( Therefore, Long & Michy went back home first while Darling BF went up to my place first... Feel so dissapointed & sad that I can't join Jescy & Co. for the Christmas Dinner... =( Stayed at my place for a little while, Hao Wei then came over, he helped Darling BF to push start his bike & it works... Yi Hong & Nini came over too but went off after a little while, follow by Cai En reached... Walked over to Bangkit with Darling BF & then went back home sweet home while Darling BF went to the bike shop with his friends...

Looking forward from this week onwards... =) 3.5 days of work for this week & next week, both week of thur will be working half day as it's Christmas & New Year eve and Fri will be Christmas & New Year Day... Wed will be meeting up with Jescy & Co. while Fri will be going over to Darling BF's brother house for Christmas celebration... Week after next will be only 2 days of work & I'll be flying to HK, feeling so excited about it when the dates are drawing nearer & nearer... Hopefully, my passport will be ready for collection soon and I'll need to head down to Chinatown to exchange $$ also, I'll have to start packing my luggage bag soon too... Sweetie was telling me that the temp in HK now are killing as it's below 10DC now, hopefully, it'll not be so cold when we're there if not the 3 of us will be freezing like a snowman... Hahaha...

After work, I'll be heading home to pack & tidy my room as it's so messy now after I've bought most of the nail products home from shop... Sis called me early this morning when I'm in office, she told me that my hamster had just gave birth to 5 babies, can't wait to go home now from office to look at the babies... Hahaha...

Bath & prepared then bus down to shop with Sis... Today will be my last day going down to shop, feeling abit sad having to let go of my shop to others but in a way it's better also as I won't be stress & tired about the shop anymore, I've gain some experience in opening this shop which I can't learn it in other places... I'll be doing free lance home based at home if I've got the time & from next week onwards, I'll be going back to Jescy's shop to work for her on every Sun... I'll also have plenty of time on every weekdays after work & on Sat for myself & to accompany Darling BF... =) Anyway, if possible, I'll still wish to open a shop of mine few years later... Hahaha...

Amanda & her friend came down to shop at 2.30pm to settle the take over of the shop, Albert came down soon after at 3pm... After Sis & me had settle everything with them, both of us then headed down to CCK~Lot 1 as she wanted to go to the bank while I went to look for Sweetie for a little while... Went Sasa to get perfume & Watson to get make-up remover... Had lunch with Sis & then met up with Kiang to return back his deposit that Sion had placed... Bus back home, pack & tidy my room for a little while & met up with Ah Hui at Bangkit to accompany him for dinner... After eating, Hui, Long & Mic came up to my place for majong... Darling BF came over to join us soon after... Majong till 11.30pm & they left from my place... Chat with Draling BF on the phone for a little while before I sleep...

Grandma had went over to my Uncle's place today & will be back again to my place 2 month later which will be on CNY...

My neck hurts alot...

Can someone pls tell me what is TRUST?

I really dunno how should I make myself to trust you again after what had happened to us today... Everything happened in just 1 day, I really dunno what's going on when I get to see the message send by unknown n.o to you... All i want is to know the truth from you, I just hope that u're not keeping anything from me... I will let you go if you tell me you had find someone better than me or you no longer love me anymore, i don't wish to force things but just don't hide anything behing my back, it's really hurting when I get to find out... You told me that you didn't contact anyone but I don't understand why are there different n.o sending message to you, isn't it suspious? You ask me to trust you but tell me, how am i going to trust you... You may be a good actor infront of me when I'm just like a fool believing in everything you say, nobody know what u're thinking but only urself... I really wish to give up on this relationship but somehow it's hard cos I just love you so much... My tears just can't stop rolling down from my cheeks, the fight we had are really hurting... From the moment, I just hope I can find some place to cry everything out... I'm losing control of myself...

Just hope that everything that had happened today will all become history & will never ever happen again... And now I'm giving both of us another chance, pls cherish it if not this relationship will just end with a full-stop...

Labels: Behind my smile, it's just a hurting heart....

After work, met up with 2nd sis at Jurong East MRT & we train down to clementi to meet 3rd sis... Had our dinner at Mos Burger while waiting for Amanda to reach to discuss about taking over of shop... We'll be meeting up with her again on Sun to hand over the shop to her meaning after Sun, I'll be having more free time for myself... =)

Darling BF then came down to Clementi together with his brother, he then drive us to Vivo to pick up Mei Fang & friend... After picking them up, we then headed over to West Coast for Nasi Lemak, back home after eating...

Darling BF passed his class 3 TP today,
feel so happy for him...!!!

And when am I going to pass mine? ? ?

After work, met up with Sister at Jurong East & both of us went down to shop together... Having an appointment at 7.30pm... Sion came down to shop at 8.30pm for shop viewing togther with his brother... After we're done discussing about the issue of taking over the shop, both of them suggested to send me & my sister home... Reached home at 10pm, bath & had my dinner then off to bed...

After lunch, our driver drove me & my boss to IMM, as he wanted to go giant to buy 3 bar chair for our pantry... After we're done buying the chairs, my boss treated me to dark chocolate at Ah Mei cafe, both of us had a short chat before we rang our driver to pick us up to go back to office... After work end, met up with sister at Jurong East MRT & both of us headed down to shop together... Did 2 customers before we closed our shop & cabbed back home...

Got off from office at 5pm, Edwina drove us to Fullerton Hotel for Christmas Dinner & Dance held by Chemoil... We are the first few to reach, therefore, we went round Fullerton Hotel for some photo taking before we had our name register at 6.30pm... All of us are given a $15 pack Ang Bao as taxi fare & also a lucky draw number each... Cocktail Reception starts from 6.30pm - 7.30pm before our night begin... ... ...


Chemoil Christmas Dinner & Dance @ Fullerton Hotel...

PHOTOS WITH HELIOS COLLEAGUES...


Merry Christmas...


Managing Director ~ Sanjay...


Terminal Manager ~ Ravi...


Operation Manager ~ Siva...


Asst. Operation Manager ~ Benjamin...


Asst HESS Manager ~ Suraz...


Safety Officer ~ Faduli...


Maintenance Engineering Manger ~ Edwina...


IT Executive ~ Philip...


Accounts & Fianace Manager ~ Shoban...


Helios Driver ~ Zali...


Link Marine ~ Pamela...


Everyone of us are given a $15 Ang Bao...


Cocktail Reception...


Group Photos with the Ang Bao...

I think I should count myself as a lucky girl that night... Organiser hide an envolope under 1 chair of every table & I'm the lucky one to get the envolope for my table & on the envolope, it written :"CONGRATULATIONS! YOU ARE THE OWNER OF THIS TABLE'S FLORAL CENTREPIECE DECORATION!", but I didn't bring home the floral decoration... And it's lucky draw time...!!! My number 36 was the first to be called & I'm the first lucky winner to be up on stage for the lucky draw, by the way, I'm also the first person to get the lucky draw number when we register our attendance, I won a $100 cash voucher... After lucky draw, It's spot time...!!! First round of the spot game was to spot ladies that wear the shortest dress that night, I'm not eligible as I didn't wear dress that night... Haha... For the 2nd round of the spot game, they're looking for anyone that had the longest nails... I took part in this game & I'm the winner... I won myself a $80 robinson voucher... =)

TIME TO GET LUCKY...


I'm the owner of the floral centre piece decoration...


Getting up to the stage for my Lucky Draw Prize...


I'm the first lucky draw winner...


Photo with Sharon...


I won a $80 Robinson Voucher...


Happy Happy Happy...

Chemoil also invited S'pore famous Kumar that night... In case you don't know who is Kumar, he's actually a male that dress up himself like a female... Oh, that's confusing, anyway I don't know her well also but "her" voice sound so manly... "She" crack alot of dirty joke that night which make everyone laugh like mad...

ENTERTAINMENT TIME BY "KUMAR"...






Kumar...


OMG...


Sexy...


Benjamin is the target...


This is HORRIBLE...!!!

DANCING TIME...!!!










Chemoil Dancing Queen & King...

Well, I did enjoyed myself alot that night... Darling came down to send me home... I admit I'm drunk as I kept knocking off when on the way riding home on the bike... When I've reach my place, I started to puke twice... Can tell Darling BF was super angry with me... I'm sorry... He send me up to my place, I doze off on the sofa at my living room... Woke up only at 2 plus to bath & changed before I continue to sleep...

Woke up by Cherie call at 10am when I'm still sleeping soundly, calling to fix appointment with me early in the morning... Bath & prepared, Darling BF & me had our breakfast togther with Sisters, Benson & Felicia at Bangkit... After having our breakfast, Darling BF then send me down to shop... Jaslyn came down to shop at 2 plus while Mandly & partner came down at 4 plus for shop viewing... Cherie came for her appoinment at 3.30pm, she brought her daughter down to shop with her for her pedicure session, but her 2 years old plus daughter is damn playful, keep on touching here & there till I can't even concentrate on doing Cherie pedi, she's such a monster...!!!

When I'm about to close shop, there's a walk-in customer wanting to do her nails... Therefore, poor darling got to wait for me when he reached shop... After I'm done doing the customer, closed shop & went for our dinner at Ying's kitchen for chicken rice... After eating, rided back home sweet home...

It's another week of working days tomorrow...

Woke up bath & prepared then bus down to shop... Reached shop at almost 1pm, Jescy came down to shop in the noon to do waxing... Mandy came down to shop at 4pm for shop viewing, sorry to keep them waiting as I'm attending to a walk-in customer... Btw, my sister & I had decided to let go of our shop as it's too tiring for the both of us to manage as well as it's not easy to look for a trustworthly staff, therefore, We're now looking for people to take-over our shop...

Darling BF & Yi Hong came down to shop at 6pm, rided back to my place first to bath & prepared... Quarrel with Darling BF on the wet road when we're on the way riding down to Bugis as I kept nagging at him to ride carefully & safely till he told me he can't concentrate on riding, I nag at him is for our own good... Reached bugis, joined his brother & wife for steamboat for our dinner, second time having steamboat for this week... After eating, rided over to Raffles City to meet up with Darling BF 's friends... Follow on, all of us then rided over to East Coast as Sin Ni & Ngiap Yan are going for Shu Ling's birthday celebration, the rest of us spent an hour or so sitting down waiting for them... Rided over to PS to check out for movie timing but all the movie are showing at 2 plus midnight, therefore, all of us decided not to watch & we went to have beancurd, soya milk & you tiao... After eating, top-up petrol & home sweet home...