No words can describe how I'm feeling now... All I can say is, eveything in this relationship had changed & I'm so stress of everything... I asked for a break up with you but I really don't wish to make this decision... Why can't love just be simple, why must it be so complicated that it bring hurts to the both of us... I really miss the honeymood period when both of us started dating, everything seems to be so sweet & wonderful... For this 6 months, I admit I don't really understand you well enough, all I did was to keep demanding alot from you, more & more each time round that both of us can't take it anymore... Perharps, you deserve someone better than me... You asked me to take some time to really cool down & to take time to understand you but how long does it going to take??? I dunno how long I'm going to wait but I'll be waiting for the day... I really hate this kind of feeling, it's really hurting... Everytime when my heart turn sour, tears will just roll down my cheek uncontollable but I'm trying very hard to hold my tears back... It takes 2 hand to clap in every relationship but it's not easy to be done than being said... And now, I'll try not to think so much about this, I'll concentrate on my work & shop... I want to be a happy girl & to be love again... I need to be strong & I'll try to let go if I really haf to as I find no point holding onto it when it has no ending for the both of us... Hopefully we can make it thru... If only both of us are given another chance to start everything over again... Thanks for your everything...!!! Hopefully, this time rainbow & sunshine will appear & shine on us again...
Status ~ Complicated...!!!
Labels: HUSH HUSH...
