Today will be AZHAR last working day in Helios & we had a farewell celebration for him in the terminal... Kind of sad that close working colleagues are starting to resigned... =( Till today, there are total of 5 colleagues that had resigned from the company... Hopefully they'll find the best for their future & lead a happier life... All the best to all of u... =)
After work, met up with Darling BF at BBDC for a little while after his interview... Having my 2nd prac lesson at 8.05pm & was taught by Instructor Lim... Know what, I was circling round the circuit for the whole 100 mins session & Instructor Lim was like kept chatting with me non-stop... OMG...!!! After lesson had ended, when I got out of the car, was feeling giddy after rounding for like tons of round... Hahax...
Took bus 187 home... On the way back, Darling BF was chatting with me on the phone, telling me that he'll be going to club with his friends & asking me along with them but I told him that I don't feel like going as I'm not feeling well... Started a tiff with him, this time round I thought of giving up on this relationship... I'm sick & tired of everything... After much thoughts, I've suggested for break-up between us but he insisted no... Just know that I'm a lousy GF, I'm selfish & not understanding enough... I wanted him to be happy whenever he's with me but yet I always wants things to be my way... I'm just so demanding, sometimes I can feel that he's really patient with me & gave in alot to me but I just took him for granted & not cherish him... I don't know how much he really love me but just feel that being in a realtionship is just so stressful, maybe I just don't know how to handle it well... Perharps, I really need to brain-storm on how to be a better GF so that our love for each other will grow even stronger as before... Time will prove evrything...