I WISH TO BE HAPPY ONCE AGAIN...

It's monday again & I woke up really late this morning like 7.40am... Received 19 missed call but it doesn't work as I'm still sleeping like a pig, thought of taking MC but better not as I'll be taking 3 day leave from wed-fri this week... So, quicky prepared duper fast & rushed out of my place, ran all the way to the LRT station with my heels on... Consider myself lucky enough that I didn't fall cos of running with heels on or faint due to rushing... As usual, I'm the last person to reach...

Chatted with Wei Fong in MSN this afternoon when I'm in office regarding my 2nd tattoo... I've decide to ink my 2nd tattoo at my lower centre back of my waist but I'll leave it to him to design for me... Intially, he asked if I prefer butterflies or fairies...? But I told him, I'll prefer rose with tribal, so he suggested to design rose in red with stalks & veins in green which will somehow look like tribal... Wonder how it'll look like... Anyway, he'll draw out the design & e-mail to me... Hope he'll be able to do it asap for me...

After work, train down to West Mall... Went to M1 shop to check out the pricing for I Phone... The queue was short but the waiting time was long... Currently, my plan with M1 is 22 mths & 22 days & if I were to renew, I'll be paying $518 for the IPhone with a monthly fee of $36 or pay $318 for the I Phone with a monthly fee of $56... And I dunno why is it so that I'll need to pay more for the I Phone as I'm below the age of 21 years old... :( After checking with M1, went to SingTel to check the plan... Well, the cost of I Phone for SingTel with the monthly fee of $56 will be cheaper as compared to M1... But if I were to rebond my current M1 contract with SingTel, I'll be getting $100 off fro my phone but my contract will have to be 24 months... Meaning I'll need to wait patiently for another 1 month or so before I can sign up for an I Phone... So for the time being, I'll just need to bear with it using my lousy phone... But I'm still thinking weather to recontract my M1 line, it's like not worth it paying every month of the mobile bill as I'm using prepaid card now... Haix, confused or maybe I should just get an I Phone with any contract... Let's see how again...

After checking out the pricing for the I Phone... Took bus 187 back home... Feeling giddy & not feeling very well when I'm on my way home... Bus & salon car accident along BPP when I'm on my way back home... Reached home, bath & cooked maggie noodle for my dinner... Watched tv till 9pm & went to my room to paint my nail polish on the colour chart which I've bought last week... Sis helped out with me, I've total of 95 OPI nail polish at my place... :) Finished painting at 11pm... Watched my hamster for a little while, I'll spend a little of my time watching them everyday as they're so adorable... 6 baby hamsters had finally grown up after weeks & they've open their eyes... Gonna take picture of them soon & post on my blog... :) Hit my sack at almost 12am...

I'm Still Waiting For The Day...

Woke up at 10am, bath & prepared then took bus 190 to FEP with MeiLing... Once we had open shop, customer started to walk in... Working with Jescy, Mei Ling, Marilyn, Bao Ting today... Had Wan Ton Mee for lunch & I swear I'll never eat the Wan Ton Mee selling at basement of FEP again... It made me waited for almost half an hour & I can finished the $3.70 mee like less than 10 mouth, so not worth it...

He came searching around the shop that I'm working at & bought me cheesecake... Thanks, I appreciate that... And sorry for turning you down for movie after I've end work as I just feel tired... Suppose to head down to Bugis after work with Jescy & Co. but end work late, therefore, didn't went... Closed shop at 9pm, shop around FEP with MeiLing & Bao Ting... Bought a set of 3 earring which costs me $18 & bought a pair of slipper at $24 this afternoon, but I like it alot... Went for a puff with the girls & then took bus 190 back home, the bus was not crowded & we mananged to get ourself a seat... Realised, I've not taken my dinner yet...

Woke up at 9am in the morning... Bath & prepared, met up with Aaron & then took bus 187 to BBDC... Took passport size photo & went up to TP counter at level 2 to do my licence card... Waited for quite awhile before it's my turn, I'm currently getting a temporary slip for driving at the moment & licence card will be mail to my place in 1 month time... :) Can't wait...!!! After I'm done doing my licence card took free shuttle bus from BBDC to Bukit Gombak then train over to CCK & change bus 190 to town... Over to Wheelock for lunch at Sakue Sushi...

After lunch, walked over to FEP for work... Working with Jescy, Cynthia, MeiLing, Marilyn... Crowd was good today as it's CNY session, therefore, everybody are getting their nails done... :) End work at almost 11pm, took bus over to Clark Quay with Michy, Jescy, Vanassa... Me, Michy & Jescy got in to Club Zirca, whereas, Vanassa are being stop by the bouncer from entering as she's underage... :( Therefore, we went for a bite first as everyone of us are hungry, we order a really huge pizza which costs us $35... Marilyn came down for a little while & went off... After eating, went in to Club Attica for free as Vanassa's friend who are working there brought us in for free... :) Dance for a little while, not shiok at all lo as I don't really like the music & environment there but anyway, it's free so doesn't matter... Haha... Therefore, hop back to club Zirca, had my favourite~Voka Cranberry & then hit the dancefloor at Rebel... Dance for quite a while & had another glass of drink & went off from Rebel... Took cab over to St James, thought that Jescy's friend are working in St James but he's actually working in Marriot, wasted our trip there... :( And, Aaron took cab over to Zirca from St James while I took cab from Zirca to St James without informing each other... Haha... He then took cab over from Zirca back to St James again & send me back home... Tears start flowing down from my cheek whenever I think of him when I got home... But I've an peaceful night...

Maybe, you're already starting to get used to your life without having me with you... I know you're taking your time to forget me or maybe there's someone else you've in mind now... But at least I know that I'm just once a passerby in your life... There's one thing that I can't control myself today is that I started to text you telling you how much I miss you but it doesn't seems to make any difference... Till now, I don't regret making this decision of breaking up with you because I know at least you're happier now... All I need is just some time for me to get over & things to keep me busying with... I'll get over it soon... I know I can do it, it's just a matter of time...

Every Good Things Will Come To An End...

Well, everything had ended last night... It's coming to a year next month but everything had just ended with a full stop to our relationship last night... I'm very sorry that I'm unable to help you this very last time... Hope you'll be happier with your life from now onwards, happiness is something I can't give you... Take Care...

And I know I'll need to be independent from now onwards... I'll need to be strong & I'm trying very hard to... Time is all I need now... But at least I feel happy that you once came into my life before...


After work, met up with Michy at Jurong East MRT... Both of us then took train over to Bugis & met up with Lena... Walked around Bugis Junction for a little while before we had our dinner at Yoshinoya... After dinner, continue to shop around... Was looking for CNY clothes but nth caught my eyes at all, bought only 1 top from top shop, that's all... After shopping with BGF, they went off while I met up with Jescy & Co... Join the girls (Jescy, Cynthia, Xin Er, Vanassa, Rena, Marilyn, Mei Ling, Fiona) for Tian Tian Huo Guo steamboat at Liang Seah Street... Ate & chit chat till almost 1am then all of us took cab over to boat quay... Went club 3 for a little while & chill outside before we share cab back home...

Where's the Love that used to be filled with the colours of rainbow...???

Suppose to meet up with Jescy to shop for New Year clothes after work... But, since he finally asked for a meet up after a week, therefore, decided to meet up with him & to meet up with Jescy tomorrow instead... After I've dropped off from my company transport at Jurong East, walked over to IMM as I need to get some nail stuff... He rided down to IMM after I've bought my nail stuff & fetched me back home...

Everything goes well when we met but quarrel started after I've start asking for his phone... He got agitated & seems reluctant to pass me his phone, or perharps he don't even wish to pass it to me at all... Is he hiding something from me, I ask myself this question... All i can say is that you've changed, you're no longer the one I used to know... The patient guy you used to be, you're turning into a monster now... I don't blame you for that, I'm partly in wrong too... Forgive me if things are going to get worse as we go on... I really don't know what you wan from me now, all I know is that, I'll let you go... I've give up on you from now onwards... Do whatever you want as long as you're happy & I'll do whatever I want even though what I do may go against you but since you've already stop caring for me, it doesn't make any difference to you... I'll put in more effort to stop caring for you now... Live the life you wan from now onwards... I believe you'll be a happier person & I know you will...

Next month marks our first anniversary... Will we able to last & hold on till that day??

Train over to Cck~Lot 1 after work... Met up with Sweetie Lena & both of us had mini steamboat for our dinner... After dinner, took LRT back to my place... Did Gel infill for Sweetie Lena, hope things will make it more easier for you to handle after I've did the gel infill for you... :) After she had went off from my place at 10pm, went to wash-up & off to bed...

Sweetie Lena: Good Luck for your job hunting... All the best... :)

DRIFTING APART...

It's been a week since both of us had not met up with each other, this is the first time I'm feeling this... Our status seems to be complicated now... Everything seems to be starting to change, both of us seems to be drifting apart from each other... We don't call each other on the phone as often as how we used to, & now the only way both of us communicate are thru texting... Are we starting to become a stranger with each other...? This feeling is really scary...

All I know for now is that I can't please you in anyway, you're just too high up there for me to please... What else do you want from me? I hope you can teach me, I really don't know what else I can do... I'm trying my best to change but a little bit of change in me & a little bit of effort I put in means nothing to you... To you, I'm still the same old me...

I really miss the honeymoon period we used to have, it's just like a fairytale but I know it won't be the same anymore... Guess it's time for me to wake up...

Sometime it's too late to regret once it's gone becos it'll never be the same again...

Love me more & I'll Love you even more...

I need another INK soon...

Slept for only 4 hours & woke up at 9am in the morning... Bath & went for breakfast with Sis at Bangkit... After breakfast, back home to prepare & took bus to YNP... I found $5 on the floor today at YNP... :) Took bus home at 10pm, changed & took bus 190 to Clarke Quay, heading to club Rebel today again but with Jescy, Mei Ling & Bao Ting... Enter by Zirca entrance with Mei Ling, & when the bouncer was checking my IC, he was like 'u're only 1 year younger than me'? I was like ... ..., do I look that old? ... ... Had carnberry vodka at Zirca & then headed to the dancefloor at Rebel... Dance for only less than 2 hr, went for another glass of drink & went off from the club... Share cab home with them, Jescy was the first to alight follow by Bao Ting, Mei Ling & lastly me... Reached home at 3.30am...

3rd Driving TP Test...




Accompany 3rd Sis to Bangkit in the morning & then went over to 1st Sis place... Had light breakfast over at her place & on-line for a little while, went back home from her place at 11.30am... Bath & prepare myself at 12.30pm then took bus 187 to BBDC... Having my 3rd TP test today...

Test drive started at 1.25pm... After test drive, procced to the room at level 2 as usual & waited for the tester to call me... Well, my TP test time was suppose to start at 2.45pm but my name was the last to be called at 3pm... Smoothly completed 6 courses in the circuit, (S - Course, Vertical Parking, Crank - Course, Parallel Parking, Directional Change, Slope)... After completing the courses in the circuit & then proceed to the road, drove along bukit batok & teck whye road... After completing the test route, drove back to BBDC & proceed back to level 2 to wait for my result... PASSED...!!! Was so happy when I got my result, result for my 3 TP test: 1st TP - 24 pts with 1 immediate fail, 2nd TP - 66 pts & 1 immediate fail, 3rd TP - 8 pts with no immediate fail & no mistake made in the circuit only on the road... :) Finally, I made it this time round & I'm legal to drive on the road from today onwards... 3 cheers for me... :) I'm also lucky to pass this time round as from Mar onwards there'll not be any pole during parking... Waited for 3.40pm for video session, took bus 187 back home after the video session... Didn't do my license card today, maybe will get it done on Sat...